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SoulmateInseparable and unbreakable,
Being there for each other,
Understanding and forgiving,
Completing one another.

Without that someone,
A shoulder to cry on,
What hope is there?
If that someone was gone?

It could be a lover,
Or a friend.
Though none of that matters,
In the end.

With this being said,
I'll always be by your side,
Through every struggle,
I'll be your guide.

As soon as you're drowning,
I'll be right there.
Eyes set only on you,
And giving you some air.

You will never lose me,
You need never wait,
You are my bestfriend,
You are my soulmate.

BloodTonight I'm so alone.
No one there to watch.
Just watching myself
Bleed, bleed, bleed.

I continue to fight.
I lost all the time.
No one can save me
From the blood on the floor.

The pain that follows.
The red sea.
The empty lies to my replies.
All of it is filled with blood.

My blood.
The blood that has been spilt.
All the same.
It's all the same.

The pain I felt.
The river bled.
All the dread.
Now what do I feel?

The river of blood surrounds me.
No longer able to see the light.
Destruction destroying me.
No light, only blood.

Pain,
Loss,
Destruction,
Blood.

Shooting StarShooting Star

Looking up at the dark blue sky
Wishing upon a shooting star
Trying so hard not to cry
Yet the first tears aren’t very far

You think about what lies ahead
hoping that no more tears will be shed.
You try to be strong so all could see
that there is nothing that you can’t be.

Looking up at the dark blue sky
Wishing upon a shooting star
You smile sadly and wave goodbye
Taking nothing but your heart wrenching scars.

Sinking aloneGasping for every breathe I take,
Dreading all the mistakes I'll make,
I hope I do everything right
I don't want to lose this fight.
Each bad choice takes me away,
And every time I fade away.
I lose myself in this mess,
And sometimes I could care less.
Life goes on, I watch it go,
Some things I can't change, I know.
I try to hold on to every chance I get,
But I can't do it all, my time is set.
I must give up some things I would like
To look at things to live my life right
I don't care if you like what I choose,
Because in the end, I've got nothing to lose.

Wind of a Chained MindThe glistening awakening
Of a frivolous mind
Bound to an eternity
Feeling left behind.

Running towards an exit
With nowhere to go
Opening up the door
But end up broken on the floor.

You're running with the change of the wind
Soundless and free
Without any destination
Is this the life that was meant to be?

For those who need a friendFor those who need a friend..
I am a warm hug
i am a listening ear

For those who need a friend..
I am a Guardian
i am a helping hand

For those who need a friend
I am a cure to nightmares
i am a light to darkness

For those who need a friend
I welcome with open arms
and ill save you from loneliness

But still i need a friend
I am nothing when im alone
i am pain on a constant tone

But still i need a friend
I am broken beyond repair
I am angry and full of despair

But still i need a friend
I am regret and i am guilt
I am fearful but cant show it

But still i need a friend
And as i watch others get my desire
I feel jealous yet

I wan't to be here, for you.Is it really that hard?
All I want to do... All I've ever wanted to do was to make everyone happy.
I'm sorry I'm trying to help.
I'm sorry for giving you all my time and attention...
You say no body cares about you, but I do!
Wake up from your dream, open your eyes and smile that toothy grin my heart has been dreading to see.

Don't push me away.

Please.

please.

I wan't to be here.

Only me...I'm fighting, I'm crying
I'm dying inside.
Just please,
wont you take the pain aside.
I'm wading through the
shallow depths of my depression.
All I need to feel,
is some compassion.
Surely this is not right,
not meant to be.
Because through-and-through,
I'm only me.
But I will be strong.
I will cope.
Even with all this wrong.
I will make my own hope.

The Silver LiningLife is full of misery,
life is full of hate,
life is full of adventures
and you shouldn't have to wait.

When the mountain roads beckon
don't just stare into space,
pack a bag and run,
it's the world you must face.

Live everyday like it's your last;
be happy to just smile,
while your life may be rough,
living is just worthwhile.

CancerFeel the pain aching through your bones
Your flesh, seemingly fading to dust
Your mind, burning
Your thoughts, racing.
Dying.
Breaking.

"It'll be okay."
No it won't.
"I know."

Fight the tears, your father can't see you cry.
After all
You're a fighter.
Right?

"You can do this."
No, I can't.
"Thank you."

Breathe.
Slower.
Slower.
No.
Faster.
Stop.

Shut up.

You
Can't
Win.

After all
You don't have cancer.

Cancer
Is who you are.

I Don't Need A MakeupI want to remove this paint in my face
To be simple and be myself
Uncomfortable in this gorgeous phase
True beauty, I want to see for yourself

I don't need any eye liner
Making my eyes dark and sad
It isn't good nor better
For me, I look like bad

I don't need a lipstick
Coloring my lips cherry red
It makes me sick, and i can't speak
For it is being said

I don't need a makeup, I am beautiful
People just don't see its true
They want me to put some more, plentiful
For they are used to

They make me look like a clown
If I wore makeup again
For me, they are putting me down
Like saying that I'm ugly for being me, now and then

-SL

Rain Of Color

Rain Of Color

All of the struggles I had to endure
I always desperately held on
It was a day after day ritual
Learning to stay strong

Different advice from the wise
I had to fuse it all together
And make sense of every voice
I couldn't allow my hope to wither
-
Believe in the soul
Embrace the heart
It's what makes you whole
It defines who you really are

Envision the dreams
As if they're real
Remember where you've been
Know that every wound will heal

Every scar tells a story / Every step is towards glory
There's always a chance to triumph / There's always a time for resonance

We always pick ourselves back up / There's no su

i miss you...I sit here in this rain,
                                           Waiting,
Thinking of you.
But no matter how long I wait on this bench,
                                                                                      For you,
You will never meet me here.
I’ve got on my best dress, my cane,
Even that old bowler hat you always liked,
And I wait at the bench where we first met.
But you will never meet me here again.
I lean on my cane in front of me,
Thinking of you,

YesterdayYesterday, life seemed to be going
In every direction
With many up and downs
Still to be considered perfection

No thoughts of growing up
Only had you in my vision
No responsibility or worries
About making a bad decision

It was so perfect..wasn't it?
Just laying in the grass
Holding on to your hand
Just watching the days pass

Yesterday was magical
There was happiness and bliss
Only breaking silence
When we gasped after a kiss

We never needed words
Everything could be felt with just a touch
The caressing of your skin
Told you I needed you so much

Was yesterday prefect only for me?
Was I enjoying it by myself?
Tell me why d

That One LetterDear lover...,

This is the one letter I couldn't send
It means too much for to hand it over
There isn't much for me to write because I am no writer
No fancy words, just the straight out truth

You still surprise me, even if I don't show it
I know we just can't be over
I can see it in your eyes, you haven't lost hope
As long I can still feel you are still holding on, I will keep trying

I know I am not perfect but I keep trying
That's what I said I will do from the start
One chance I have to make it right
If I miss it, it will be too late

Remember who you are and forget what people said about you
You are beautiful; don't let others say

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Old feelings

by ~Deadessence, Jan 3, 2013, 3:26:22 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

Staring at the ceiling,

Don't know what i'm feeling.

Am I really healing,

Or are my sores just pealing.

These wounds need sealing.

I'm begging, kneeling,

Please stop this sinking feeling.

Old feelings are revealing,

And it needs concealing,

Because this hurt is unappealing.

Old feelingsby ~Deadessence

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

©2013 ~Deadessence

Just confused about my feelings.

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~~mad 0 0~~

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=asianstateofmind Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Outstanding work ^^

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~Deadessence Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Thank you.

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=asianstateofmind Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

^^

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~rainbowzrawrr Jan 4, 2013

I can relate to this
Luv the poem

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~Deadessence Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Im glad you like it.

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~rainbowzrawrr Jan 6, 2013

Thnx you

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~mlphipps1991 Jan 3, 2013 Student Writer

I can definately relate to this. I like how you used the rhyme scheme. For me at least, rhyming is the hardest thing to do when writing a poem yet still keep the meaning of what I want to write. Kudos

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~Deadessence Jan 3, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

That is the hardest thing for me as well, since i'm not good with words.

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~everythought Jan 3, 2013

shit dude.. how do you do it?

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~Deadessence Jan 3, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Boredom... Actually wrote this during class.

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